Friday, March 20, 2009

Peeling Of Skin On Scrotum



It 's the first time that I update so close the last update, but I'm trying to catch up with the game!
Update had to be longer at first, but it seemed more just end it here!
expect two more updates with Matilda (if I can reduce them to one) I hope you do not wait a little buckets of 'generational change!



I am a true landslide in human relationships. More
love to a person and everything to do more Starla away. Apart
with Jimmy, I realized that he had never really loved, and not for what I found out about him, rather than with him because I tended to approach
and not to walk away as I do with the people for whom I have a real interest.
I felt so full of emotions, full of anger and hate toward myself so much that the tears began to flow from the sun.
good thing is that I was taking a shower and so my ego could blame the bubble bath.



had been a week from that strange night when he discovers that he was "the mistress of a man on the threshold of marriage, and when I was finished
hopelessly in bed with my ex. Not a former
qualunque.Ciccio has never been just my "EX" is much more in for this' too simplistic to call it so, but in truth there
today still say that I could not define what it means for this me.Per I avoid like the plague!
Some things never change me ...
As soon as I realize that he could fall while I go out alone in the house to run ...



peggio.Ho And I also met a guy I invited to dine with us, pretending to forget that this was Ciccio.
Maybe we stand by both of our respective heads in this way, and not suffer anymore.



Unfortunately / fortunately it did not go very well with a real peasant quello.Era ...



That is not going to have to do with men? I will die single, childless, in a sea of cigarette ...
-style Selma and Patty from the Simpsons!
Or as bad blood does not lie, I could end up much worse ...



My mother haunts me more than usual at this time, I want to see, but I'm adamant! What should I tell her?
defile me with the excuse that shortly discuss the thesis and I did not really have time for distractions of any kind ...



which is almost never fail vero.Studio and coffee house in this period!
But when they are really worth ready to drop everything for a good cause!
And what event best 60 years of my father?
Joy called us because he has decided to organize an intimate little party, just family.

-Please come, your presence will help maybe, it has become unbearable!
-Gioia are still deaf!




Dad was delighted with his goal, does everything to feel even giovane.Cyclette, swimming ...

(NDA : Ok this is an excuse to show the turtle for the last time my Maurino *___*)



Yet it should be satisfied with his vita.Ha a wonderful wife who loves him and follows him everywhere ...



can finally enjoy their new home.



We are an unconventional family in many ways, but we're a family.



blow out the candles When my father could not wish for anything more!



(last photo of Mauro adult)



After all, even with white hair is still a handsome man!



Back to home me is always exciting unica.Anche if the furniture and the area are different, the heat that comes over me every time me back.
And maybe they are not the only one on which the family reunions are being a bit 'of malinconia.Stavo going on the porch to enjoy the new
Ciccio fireplace but I had already preceded him.



had a serious and thoughtful look, I almost forgot that I had done everything to avoid it in the past days.

-What are you thinking?
-To my father ... You're lucky, you know you have a beautiful relationship with Maureen, who can talk with him. My father and I
we have never succeeded and now ... now it's too late.




Poor Ciccio ... I still remember as if it happened yesterday, as many times as a teenager he ran to my house after another argument with his father.
And I still top the expression of Ciccio disappointed after their last discussione.Ciccio followed his dream of studying to become
dancer, the devil has sent the military academy his father hoped for him.
I hope with all my heart she can come true, he deserves it really.

-Eih Ciccio suffer still tickle?

is ok, it was not a genius, but I wanted to make him smile and the words are a landslide.



Despite the childishness of the gesture, it seemed that there were riuscita.La Ciccio dark face vanished and with it the bad thoughts.
talked a little 'of festa.Gli said that they had made in the other room to dance and I thought well to distance themselves!

-Enno, I think you thought your evil instead! You should not have come here if you are not going to dance!

by Ciccio-Ma!
-Madmoiselle, conshedermi want to dance?



And how do to say no! I had just stuck!

-You know, I'm having such a feeling of deja-vu!



-peche Maybe between us it all started with a swing ... (vd update 2.1)



- still remember the next step?
-I think it's time to refresh my memory!



That was not a kiss like the others.
not even a month had passed since the last time we had kissed but now seemed to have a new flavor.
A taste tremendously welcoming.
In short, we can no longer stand apart, we trascinnammo without making too much noise in the guest bedroom.



Ciccio I felt inside me, like a natural extension of my body, my soul.



I fell asleep next to him and the next morning I had not yet fled.



That was proof that no matter what I did to break the heart from the head, in the end I always came back to him.
Ciccio was the only able to make me feel guilty when I was wrong and for someone like me, who has always made many mistakes,
was already uncomfortable as a friend, let alone as a boyfriend! I preferred to err
alone, suffer alone, grow up alone ..
The reality was that without him I would never go anywhere ...

-Are you still here? Am dreaming or awake?
-If you agree, I would not go again!



Yes, and I Ciccio went back together, knowing that I would never have more left!
The study (and my brother) who became, if anything, even more stressful, I am less tired with him closely.



and from there to what seemed an eternity I was celebrating my graduation!



Only one thing made me feel peaceful! My father had invited my mother (without my consent) who obviously had not lost the opportunity
of meddling in my affairs and to present to my boyfriend!



always had to be over the top, even when dancing! It was amazing how his presence alone would make me feel ashamed!



It was even more lost weight since the last time I saw her! The hair color and makeup was on the edge of the natural, his cheekbones were more prominent and high
, with the help of the same surgeon who had swollen lips like boat. It looked like a glass doll
botched ready to fall apart at the slightest touch, I was almost sorry for her ...



My father was almost happy very vederla.Li joined the satisfaction of my degree, so that behaviors were very friendly (and civilians) that evening.



But I just could not enjoy the serata.Mi felt intoxicated by his presence, his scent when she hugged me, his voice
flirtatious when he told of his fantastic Ciccio (and now defunct) career in show business.
rintanai me about ten minutes in the bedroom but I was soon joined by Ciccio.

"Well?" Do you want to lose our party Lauer, Doctor?
-C 'is an insect that I infastisce much of the ...



Do not tell me that you're referring to your mother? "He was a long way to come and festaggiare!
-really came with his private jet ...



-Yes, but who cares! You have any idea what the cost is coming here! He feels very embarrassed, and you look at it coldly that you are not at all helpful!
would cost you much to be a little 'more fun?

Ciccio-stop! Certain things you can never understand them! It's never been a mother for me, not anyone could die for me!
-careful, because some tend to want to come true when you least expect it ...




Then The door creaked and both of us we went shooting.
My mother had overheard??

-Matilda ... I just came to tell you that your father wanted to dedicate a song to karaoke and I could not help but hear.
I'm sorry if you feed it all for me, I was still going on ... Hello Matilda ...




But no sign of moving, almost like he expected that to stop them.
-Hello
I said and walked away.

I was alone again with Ciccio as usual with her words had the strength to make me feel guilty.
-He just wants a second chance Tilda.E 'sincere ... generally when you want it to be good to qualcuno.Io with you I did.

had not really right about everything, I did not have anything to my mother, but then I could give her a little 'more than kindness ...
If she loves me not have been nice to hear what I said.
I ran out, but I found only Joel (he had come to the party, were we more or less friendly):
Ei-Jo, have you seen my mother?
No, I have only seen a swing from fear!



I did not have time to keep her away and looked down the street to board a car that had little to do with a luxurious private jet.



That nervous And I think that that would be one of the most beautiful evenings of my life, instead I found myself chasing a mother ghost!
-Bella, do not piss on! Want to smoke?
Joel-No, come on! It is time! Night That shit is ...



-Anyway you are really beautiful tonight! Wow!
-Oh ... but thanks! Finally someone that notice of my dress! It took me hours to finish her hair too!
(NDA surely have noticed your hair and your clothes, and also saw that donkey that flies behind you -.-)



-E so now you go back to Bluwater eh, there we will see ...
-E already ... but maybe keep in contact eh!



-
I'll miss you ...




Stop.Quella caress it was only a last farewell to Joel, my year and unruly children, and my life without real responsibility! Soon I would be back to
Bluwater, I should look for a job and I finally know what it means to be an adult.
Just thinking about it I feel sick!





--- And for the series and stayed in two "I leave you with a picture of Lily and Devis definitely greet you by the University of Sim City!




Monday, March 16, 2009

Letter Of Price Reduction

Matilda Matilda Stone 3.2



I never wanted so much to arrive this summer.
But the break for the summer, the bridge between my second and my third year of university, was slow in coming, perhaps because so much
voluta.E not for the usual things, like fun, go dancing in all cafes' open
vomit on the beach in the mouth idiot of the moment, no, I wanted the summer to be alone and I could finally relax. So while Lily

Devis drew on a journey (cultural, Devis as I pointed out ad nauseum) in a beautiful tropical island
, I returned from Bluwater Dad and Joy, who had temporarily moved to a small apartment, and that they enjoyed
as they could live together without brats between your feet.



was truly the more apt I could do! I did not see the sea even in greeting, but I allowed myself
of long baths, fresh and relaxing, which I did not really regret.



The period of my home went quickly, too quickly, almost without realizing it was the account in September
doors, and my typical insomnia was heard.
I would wake up at night, hungry, nervous, or maybe just so nervous to let off steam with the food.
There's nothing better than a Hamburger 2 am ...



Joy was concerned for me, only she'd had the courage to trust the things that I did not take
sleep.



And as always, only you, could you give me wise advice, which I had to use more often:

-Honey, what happened before the holidays you can not change, but can gestire.Rientrerai campus
without embarrassment, and he will behave exactly as you always will be happy with yourself fatto.Se
nothing can get worse.



Joy always knew how to make me feel invincible and let me sleep in a quiet, seemed to say thank you so little.



ragione.Infondo After he had done nothing to be ashamed before the summer holidays.
Or rather I had not done alone, it is always two to make cose.Ma to upset me was not afraid to confront,
to see him every day and pretend niente.Avevo afraid that I had forgotten, because you know, I was amazed to hear a lot
miss him.
Last night I passed the course from Bluwater sveglia.A pensarlo.Non I felt and not seen him for months, I was curious
like a child to know how he had spent the holidays, if he had spent a good time, and maybe if I had thought.
The last thing I tried to exclude it, I would have been too bad so it's better to note the opposite
not delude ourselves.



As the train took me back to the campus many times I cursed the new technologies that made the hour of my return
increasingly vicina.Perchè ever I decided to take a quick then?
Every minute I approached her eyes, every gallery that I was leaving behind was a step towards her lips and toward the truth.
gnawing inside me not being able to give a name to our friends rapporto.Eravamo? Lovers? Unknown? My roommates were already
all within and through the open windows I could hear their laughter.
Of them 10 seconds I made my entry and I would be more exciting race to embrace them. Except
Ciccio ovviamente.Nel it I realized that this was the first summer that we had spent
separated and I really had no idea where it could have been, and with whom.



But soon I had more important things that rang pensare.Mi cellulare.Un sms:

-I saw you arrive you are sub, J

J, could only be him . No punctuation, should have written it in a hurry.
would call me tense too little, but I was confident, infuse the summer made me grow.



But I was grown enough to meet a mature relationship and complicated?
His kiss gave me the answer.



Jimmy was my teacher often storia.Organizzava forum with students in his class and one of those nights we were just cleaning the room, and that was the beginning
. I could not frenarci.Il days after he went away for my summer vacation and confused and lonely it was the result.

-I missed you so much! I arrived last night and this morning are now in progress to call your voicemail number, obviously with an excuse!



Who would have expected! He says things to me was most of all my fantasies of the previous months put together!
spent the last hot days before the arrival of all students, almost stuck.





favecano At home all pretended not to know anything and when I said that the Professor would have passed to find much not investigating.
Lily instead continued to investigate the mysterious summer Ciccio:



"Then you have been to sea?

-no-mountain?

-no-lake? Desert? Mars?
-But why do you care so much?



-Who, me? Was appropriate to calculate a bit '...


But I knew the reason of the interest of Lily Ciccio.Cercava for information because he was convinced that he was still in love with me, and that we would return at the end
insieme.Vive a bit 'in the world of fairy tales, but I do not care much to disprove it,
so you can see very well that both he and I went over.
You have surely had a good summer to be single, after all, a pretty boy, will found with those who have fun for sure!

As for me, hung on a soft pink and white cloud, but soon I started to stay there I would be uncomfortable and rushed violently into reality. For academic year
forwarded the opportunity to see Jimmy halved, almost sconparvero.Non could show us around, and he could not see me in
casa.Mi felt so alone ... and so pissed off -.-



After all the accounts I could not complain, I'd looked for me that situation.
I felt a little jealous of Lily and Devis, they loved each other, lived together
and you could see every day.



Last year he given up on these things, and the quest'altr'anno rivolevo.Che head ...
Luckily I could distract myself often, especially when you have visitors.



Joy still did not know Lily, every time he came to us magically disappeared. Guilt
Devis, in fact procrastinate whenever it appeared the subject!

Mom-stop but meddle in my affairs!
-Sorry but I thought that sooner or later I'll meet you!




And I think just like joy, and sooner or later she would incontrate.Infondo Lilyan is normal for a mother wanting to know
the companion of her son, especially when living together for two years, sleeping together and spent a summer away from home on an idyllic island
completely soli.Ma my brother, with his privacy, when there is a commitment not reach mania levels.
And as usual I feel the need to intrude!

-And stop once! Lily Joy is in the room, not in class, segregated lives practically every time you visit us!
And if you do not Devis, I will do I come in here now!




Oh well what's better than to mess up a brother not to think about their shit? will be my firm perhaps, but the fact is that not even three minutes after a
Devis eyed Lily sbrilluccicanti introduced to his mother, almost as if the announcement of the Queen England.

-Mom, It is with great happiness that I want to introduce Lilyan Mayer, a student of psychology, as well as my .... my ... fff-girlfriend.



G: it's nice to finally know! I have to go but when you should call me so we know each other better!
L: love your mother's pussy!



Lily has not had the charm of Devis, but his sincerity-to-earth has certainly captured that joy is gone with a huge smile on his face
.
few days later I would have appreciated much less than the irreverence of Lily, and, indeed, had begun to talk about Ciccio, as usual, just to
incuriosirmi.Ma I was sincerely disinterassata topic. At least until I slammed in his face a tremendous cazziatone
on what I had been selfish

-Mati, I know that I speak in the face, right? To me you was a real bitch! that is ... how do you have? Not only did you leave like a poor fool, but you have not done
even slinguazzarti problems for home before his eyes, with a man ... I mean, frankly, is just the opposite of him.
And not content to repeat your indifference towards him, you did not even deign to address a messagino, call, or simply
greet him with a little 'more heat! I mean ... After all he has past, ie, you grew up with it?
were friends, and his place if he were my father died I wanted my ex best friend had made her feel, after all, who knows more than you?
I do not!! That is ... Do not adjust your shit sometimes, I just tell you here.




A cold shower poco.Non to say as much for the direct words of Lily, who looking back now I also appreciated, but more to the fact that I was completely ignorant
Ciccio's father was dead. Because nobody told me? Why Ciccio not told me so?
I hated so much by not want me around in a moment so bad and sad in his life? Infuse I also knew his father,
and I would have liked to attend at least its funerale.Nessuno could make me feel guilty, the was her fault! If I had had before I ... I ...
I was really upset and nervous so it was very fortunate not to have Ciccio under fire for several days.
let off some steam, came dispiacere.Povero Ciccio, when I left him and his father did not consult even the word.
I did not know if they clear the misunderstandings of the past but I am sure that Ciccio had suffered more than normal because of their turbulent relationship.
The opportunity to express my regret came one afternoon when we were alone at home.
I had fallen asleep on the couch while waiting for Jimmy, and I was woken by a text message that told me that he would not had time to go, usually because of some commitment
prof.
In my blissful sleep I had not realized that he had slept with him virtually Ciccio, who must have arrived while I was in the middle of my nap.



-Sorry, do not sit back .... vowewo, take, everything ... mmm ... space. I told him embarrassed and the other between a yawn.
was the first time that we were just one year later ...?




groped decided to approach, so by not being too abrupt in asking him about his father.

-What do you read?

-An essay.
-About ...?
-Le-eating men in the Middle Ages, you might be interested.
Eee-Ah ... '... E' a task?
-Si.
-Who is the asshole that such a task on Saturday night?
-Your boyfriend.




Ok, got the message, does not want to talk, and then sincerely saw the opening words would be better not to go!
Apparently Jimmy is not only fun to ruin my sabato.Feci but to leave:
-Wait a minute!
Ciccio had something to tell me ...



-Scusa.Se you answer wrong, it's just that I had a bad day, do not have it with you, I wanted to clarify .



was the right moment to break the silence that absurd and pull out all the toads that I held in my throat (and apologize for some uu):
No, Ciccio excuse you, I have not had a minimum of respect to you ... I'm talking about old things, but perhaps that influence us today, and perhaps
that have exceeded all bounds of decency ... I learned by chance your father ... Why did not you say anything? "I wanted to punish you?
terribly sorry ... I wanted to be near you, as a friend, as your old Tilda.




-I was a fool to think that you importasse.E 'was hard for me ... And now I realize that maybe I had better warn you.
Peace?

And peace be!
-Look you have to do tonight?
Ciccio went on, making me remember with no little nervousness sms Jimmy
-no because I was invited to a show here near the campus, is a Professor of
my course ... if you like, in short, you may accompany me, so I must go alone.
-If I am wrong?? You're basically saving my Saturday! I take a shower on the fly!



Meanwhile, Lily and Devis had returned to spend a Saturday together casalingo.Da what we believe to be more "loose", Devis does nothing that
esagerare.Ad example at the table ...
-Since they eat junk food after dinner?
And you have just crushed everything on the tee?
Woe to you if you seasoned the table with those ruddy hands!




After a good half hour I was ready and the taxi was outside waiting for me.



What strange situation, and I Ciccio out together after all the chaos that reigned between us.
You could not say that this was an event for charity, but it was not even as one of our older issues from friends, rather
was the beginning of a new relationship between at least two decent people who had wanted good.
The exhibition was very interesting and I was happy to be there with Ciccio, and discuss what they saw.



But then someone noticed that among the guests greatly increased my happiness That's why Jimmy was not able to come to me, apparently not
he could say no to that event. I recognized many professors and people on campus so I was very discreet.



When I came out in the garden with the excuse to make a phone call I knew that Jimmy would have achieved:
- What the hell are you doing here?
-Ei ... we've seen for a week and this is the way you have to say goodbye? Should I write a note of demerit professor?



The taunt often calling him when I was not her as nothing more than for student to him, it could be sometimes exciting, sometimes
incupiva.Quella the evening did not have any particular excitement, kissed me and said hurry ...

-Baby, I'm glad to see you, but here's the place you need to understand that I will enjoy the quality time I spend with you, and here I am not your mere presence
possibile.La makes me uneasy, and not to have you as I walk past, as you are beautiful tonight, me angry.
goes home, I'll call you tomorrow, I promise I will spend all afternoon together!




right after all I was very happy to have seen him, since we do not hope so.
Could it for only five minutes made me this effect? What was this man different? Usually it was I who controlled everything, instead
among us was he who carried the redini.Forse I was just taking longer than admit to myself.



Ciccio I found while discussing with the teacher who had painted the paintings on display, I was happy to hear you say that the taxi was on its way.



But once outside I realized he had forgotten her purse inside the tunnel.
return immediately both, Ciccio went upstairs and I intrufolai between the sofas to watch to remind me where I had left. Fortunately
trovai.Nel terrace was just the artist had made his speech, but the applause of the people there was something
insolito.La crowd shouted "W the bride and groom." Ciccio in the meantime I had reached but
driven by curiosity overcame the door with him in tow, and the show that I found was ... chilling.



and Professor Jimmy star of the evening surrounded by people who had offered him their congratulations and wish them many children
maschi.La situation was inequivocabile.Che kind of worm! get married!
race I ran outside, I felt humiliated, naked, stupid, naive, vain and so on and so forth. Even
Ciccio came out, but had the delicacy not to say anything to get into the car.



I could not hold back the tears ... I had even thought of love that shit man! But in my head!
Ciccio I reached into the taxi, knowing that he had cast all the mascara on your face, but once again my companion remained would silently.



One thing I love about my character is that I vent a lot faster, and if things do not go I know me better a reason to do first.
Once home, I felt better already, but I did not want to be alone, I had a little 'afraid to come to terms with my thoughts.
Ciccio I reached her room, she was still dressed and not sleeping, I sat on the mattress her back to him.



- Thank you for your discretion Ciccio.Avresti reproach and could tell me my mistakes but you were silent.
-Tilda ... I'm really sorry, I know how it feels to see the scene you have seen, but I'm not reproaching nothing, you are just at hand!

talked some more, 'and soon I was really close.



close enough to touch the nose.
Nothing could be easier, after a story that ended badly, ending up back in the arms of your ex.



course that night I could not sleep for a while 'Ciccio watched, full of doubts, and perhaps regret.



was already late when we returned, and the windows filter the light begins to dawn and before they did all day
sgattaloiai sneak into my room.



There is a subtle difference between "going to bed with a man and sleep together, and I for secondo passo non mi sentivo ancora pronta.