Hello my dear *___* then I saw a small premise that this will be the last update before the handover. I'm not sure there
Garber, sent him back for some time and I am not sure have come just as I had imagined, but in fact, I came.
I wrote, wrote, wrote until I finished the pictures (I hope it is not too long).
Matilda was a legacy that I really liked, and frankly I could not deny a final update of its rich rose
chaos xD I hope the update will not seem sad, because it really was not my intent.
are now officially on par with the game! I take this opportunity to apologize for not updating the Royal but I'm opening the game and rarely will open even less because I have exams at the end of June
-.- That said, I stop the pararmi ass (tonight are pretty scurrilous U_U) and I leave the last episode in the company of my beloved TILDA *___* Commented-ate-ate!
Garber, sent him back for some time and I am not sure have come just as I had imagined, but in fact, I came.
I wrote, wrote, wrote until I finished the pictures (I hope it is not too long).
Matilda was a legacy that I really liked, and frankly I could not deny a final update of its rich rose
chaos xD I hope the update will not seem sad, because it really was not my intent.
are now officially on par with the game! I take this opportunity to apologize for not updating the Royal but I'm opening the game and rarely will open even less because I have exams at the end of June
-.- That said, I stop the pararmi ass (tonight are pretty scurrilous U_U) and I leave the last episode in the company of my beloved TILDA *___* Commented-ate-ate!
I never had the illusion to believe that the life of a mother would have been easy, but I swear I would never even remotely imagined
what actually could be difficult!
Ivan is in the age of whims, has 3 years now and I hope that his temper can wreak the most lively
up to 10 years so that at least nell'adoloscenza can enjoy a moment of relaxation.
not be fooled by her angelic face, is a plague!
Until a few months was the result of chance of her sleepless nights crying could also be justified and handled with
quiet, especially for the holy knowledge that soon would reach the right balance
and would sleep without waking up constantly, like all normal children.
To my great misfortune, Ivan decided that should be permanently set his alarm clock at 6:30 every morning
saint, and as Ciccio and I work for the moment no, I always have to be to sacrifice my sleeping hours .
My day starts so well.
7 hours : I get up, I can not ignore long-Ivan, even if he stops crying immediately is that one day could not find the cradle
more fury to strike him to get my attention.
Ivan Porto in the kitchen for the first pap of the day.
I take only a quick coffee, then I must be careful
that Ivan will not destroy even the chair ...
8 hours : Ivan played in the hall, watched over, you know how much I care for my new sofa!
has a very lively character, it is clear, and tends to always do the opposite of what we kindly ask him ...
Even if I propose to play with my horse looks grim ... But who has taken?
At 9 Ciccio went to work, I'm happy that at least he enjoys his passion for dance and has found a
engagement.
From 9 onwards Fixed some housework, paying a watchful eye on my sweet fever.
Redo the beds, hang the laundry, clean my bathroom and wash my chair (I am not to say that conditions may be, but I can imagine
) ...
South comes in a flash, between Ivan and the whims of some capatatina to tidy up the garden, it's time
pranzare.Per me to do just a quick slice of meat, or sometimes just a salad, I eat less because I have less to clean up after
! (smart woman who NDA)
At 2 Ivan finally breaks down for his afternoon nap and I put in place everything that has left around.
I lay in bed and I can finally watch replicas Lovestars * , Ciccio I just got the box set at Christmas,
that series makes me incredibly good mood ...
not last long, however, more and more I look around I can not recognize me ... yet to be ironed cloths, toys scattered
pajamas and now does not take off more than you mock me and my patience already shaky.
not supposed to be a mother and wife was so impegnativo.Mi often feel frustrated and not by me. Ivan
But I love what I do and it's all for lui.Quando I had the same age my mother did not so much calculated
want to learn from its mistakes and do everything to not emularli.Solo which is sometimes hard ...
When I'm finally about to doze off watching TV, Ivan wakes up and takes me back to reality with its delicate
screams ...
happens that in the second afternoon is to find joy, or something close, Ivan is happy, loves to receive compliments and attention
that invariably come when there is a visitor.
Then finally falls to 19 Ciccio from work, you just sling to shower and comfortable wearing his pajamas and
happening here is the miracolo.Ivan when he transforms, he becomes quiet and goes crazy with joy, not a tear ,
not a whim!
Ciccio: We play with Cavalucci? What do you say young man, will you?
Ivan Tiiiii! 'Ello' avallusho!
No, but I say watch it ... do not you attack the nerves to you??
Meanwhile, the mountain town where my brother lives Devis good news coming ...
George, his secondogentio, already accomplishes three years ...
Lilian I always attached a lot of photos when I send e-mail, and I can see that my grandson is growing
healthy, beautiful, and with the same lively expression of Ivan!
One day my monotonous morning is interrupted by Ciccio an early return visibly to the seventh heaven, hold me
with force and not by a hair smothers me with his enthusiastic embrace:
Love, I was promoted! Finally I'll be the first dancer to a musical that will be broadcasted throughout
Sim City, and I pay a lot 'more!
I am overjoyed for him, he deserves it, given all the effort that has always and continues to make
order to make his dream come true! And I'm happy for me, a promotion means more work
high quality ...
"... a pay rise, more flexible hours ... finally I can start to work too!
tell Ciccio while still hug him.
-Treasury actually a lot more and I have to work late into the evening, at least for a few months between the tests and all the rest
I'll be a bit 'more committed, but at least for the' Next summer I will have earned enough money to go to that village Takemizu
beautiful Resort!
Ok ... I'm calm ... is normal after all, is making a career, I am sincerely delighted and sympathetic towards him ^___^
We miss you always My husband! "But I can not help but be a little 'disappointed, but I want
career as a magistrate, and soon I will not have the right age for the mess ...
Ok I thought there are angry black!
-But you have told your boss, manager, director or what it is, you have a wife and a son to think about??
not think about how much stress build-up being always locked in to clean up sketches of shake and prevent your child
we destroy the house, how could you be so selfish ?!?!?
At my signal ... all hell broke loose!
-I Selfish?? But if you were to decide not to work anymore! Even your
we had proposed to go to live with them and you would not! Do you think it was easy for me? Search money for the rent and bills
accontendandomi salary most ridiculous, put aside pride and wear suits fasciapacco
in places where it all counts except your talent? No, it was not easy at all! But I enough to go home to feel
appaggato all! see why there is no need for you to remind me of my family! If
only selfish to try to maintain a life of dignity and independence for all 3 and meanwhile take some last
little personal satisfaction, then I'm sorry! But I thought to find a wife and comprehensive
share of my small goals ... But obviously I wrong.
... Responding to a speech as linear and reasonable?
-I sleep on the couch tonight ...
That's right, at least in some remain the same Tilda sempre.La of my inability to confide in others
explode and destroy everything before it is changed, it is alive in me ever since college.
remains to them also my impulsiveness in anger spitting in the face to those who clearly does not deserve it.
fact is that that night was Ciccio to sleep on the sofa, after all, is always a gentleman.
A week later, things were already different, I had used the time shift of Ciccio and persists despite
still keeping a certain coldness after our quarrel at least once slept beside me.
It says a lot that does not reopen the discussion, but considering that I realized that he had "a little 'tort
on my side, even agreed to a further clarification groped me, so eventually I always forgives Ciccio! One evening dad
Mauro and Joy invited me to dine with them, now that I was having dinner and dined alone almost always agreed that day that I andata.Ma Ciccio had carelessly forgotten the phone at home, so with a little 'out of boredom I
the number of the dance company, which had marked me for emergencies, so you can tell.
He said a guy from the big voice and awkward at the same time:
-Hello, good evening, I apologize of the disorder, are sign.Stone, the wife of the first dancer, Ciccio is there?
-Ciccio? No Lady, I know the tests finished n'ora ago, is already on ... cco annato na haste seems to me ...
-Ah have finished first today?
Oh sir, I know what PPE to st'ora we know only those cleaning dele! Ce na work week and have always ended ppe and 7!
I avoided thinking about the bad faith of my husband ... I tried to focus on possible justifications for the lie, but eventually returned Ciccio
time that I knew, that a couple of hours After the call, and I do not say anything, although I tried to steal something
making trick question. At the end
diplomacy went down the drain, and two days after Ivan left the dad and I decided that I would have stationed outside the theater and that I would
pedinato.Non I kept thinking about different ways of torture to apply if that piece of shit he had found another
"more understanding and sympathetic" .
I came to a house that did not know and it soon disappeared within Ciccio.
Fate, or whoever he conspired so found out the truth because in fact Ciccio left the door open ... and I decided to enter.
The image I saw was evidence that he had found another!
-bastard son of a bitch!
Ciccio stood there and hugged and had a blond woman who at first did not recognize!
But then he turned and I remained petrified in recognizing ...
-Mom?
She said only that it might be better to give us a little 'time to talk alone.
-To my mother?? You could not betray me with another? What do I know ... more younger, less related? Damn, if you wanted to avenge you did, how much crap ... I do not even know!
Ciccio laughed, more than insult to injury!
-Hahaha ... but you're stupid? Do not betray even for Lola Vavoom * ! I'll explain everything but calm down ...
When I did the medical examination for the show I met your mother in the hospital and so we started talking.
He told me he has just established here in Bluwater and he was looking for someone cheap, to help her move in ... So I took advantage of
this week that the tests would last for less aiutarla.Non I told you, because every time
I tried to talk her tear me in pieces, and I told not to open more than the speech, so I avoided.
You would have thought for sure that I did for you to make peace ...
-Am I supposed to berm this story? Villone But did you see that? "Imagine if he could not contact a moving company last cry with all the money he has!
-Well as I know, in reality they are no longer ... It 'a diva over now lives with state subsidies ... It's old and alone.
... I was thinking of a cosa.Se we are here we would not problemi.Tu we transfer you back to work, at home and would aid is involved with Ivan and
finally mend the relationship with your mother would be the ' Ideally, what do you say?
-live here? "But have you tangled? Then take the bag and go home, come on ...
Ciccio But no sign of moving ...
-I've always gone along with Tilda ... I have forgiven when you're wrong, I avoided a lot of your resentment out on me, I start looking near
to help bear the same choice that you have taken, but now I'm più.Per once condescends to you my want to ...
We need help and Mauro Gioia and know I do not want to retire yet.
In a short time so we could try the animosity towards each other that may not be enough to sleep on the couch a couple of
notti.Potrebbe be the right solution for our new problems ... and maybe even to the extent of old still takes you inside ...
-Ciccio ... come on, you have to be 3 to my car otherwise I swear that I leave here with my mother and I'm leaving!
1 ... 2 ...
-You know what, I stand here and Ivan! Treat me like I'm stupid! "Not everything you had, your husband is fucking not your dog!
I come to take Ivan and he and I will move here! You like or do not want to! This time I decide!
irremovibile.Tornò I tried to resist but he was at home in the evening to take Ivan.Non wanted to let it go, everything seemed so silly and pointless, but
Ivan without his dad did nothing but cry .. . and finally I realized that as I had always tried to keep up next to me who had not gnawed to death
voleva.Mi imagine them in the arms of my mother ... I wonder if he asked me.
For a week I could be alone to think ... more than anything else.
But then the nostalgia, loneliness, the smell of Ciccio imprinted on the mattress cedere.Per the first time made me lose all my pride ...
For the first time I realized what was so hard to love a child and not being able to make and for the first time I felt an unusual solidarity
against my madre.Una night I cried so much that maybe it was enough for all years I tried to mask what actually regretted the relationship with
Miranda.Bussai that door and I opened Ciccio, the He squeezed me and ran into the bedroom where he slept Ivan. My beautiful
Ivan.
Perhaps many people will not understand my sudden change of mind, but for once I decided to indulge Ciccio, considering that my cocciutagginenon had done nothing but cause more problemi.In now that Ivan began to become more manageable, the idea that being transferred to that house I could combine family and work lured me a lot, I can not deny it.
Not immediately, of course, I did not trust enough to leave my mother alone with Ivan, moreover, of what children will never know her?
So I moved in that cold white villa and nero.Sia us, my mother had to be very slowly getting comfortable with our respective practices, the first time it was sooo hard.
But I tried to close both eyes, after all, had always lived alone, despite trying to be justified by any foolish thing that people feared potesseinfastidirmi.
Regarding Ivan ricredermi.Stravedeva had for her grandmother, so that it was she who taught him how to use the potty, with incredibly minimal effort.
Ciccio also had a good relationship with her, so I thought that infuses not have been so bad if every now and then I had to put a few parolameno cold. Soon I began
ad avere molto più tempo libero da dedicare a me stessa,e ne approfittai per rinfrescare un po' il mio look!
L'estate era arrivata e presto il caldo ostinato ci costrinse a tentare ogni modo per godere anche noi di un po' di frescura,cosi capitava spesso che mia madre si sedesse nel patio a bere una limonata.
Una sera pareva molto stanca,affannata,forse vista l'età non più verde,doveva risentire maggiormente dell'aumento di temperatura.Decisi di farle compagnia,e quella fu la prima conversazione che ebbi con lei di persona di cui conservi memoria,completamente sole e anche tranquille...
We did not talk about things complicated, a little 'time, a little' daddy's a bit 'of my new job (Siiiii).
And some 'of his health, he now admits was already beginning to worry since then, although I tried in every way not to get involved.
Ciccio With the report seemed to back perhaps more compact prima.Gli I promised that I would never have expected to go crazy with stress and that if necessary I would have tried to ask for help, which is very difficult for someone like me who always wants to do things alone.
He spent the first month and began to fill my thoughts about things that I never imagined, thoughts about my mother, almost as if ...
the wanted good.
-Ciccio ... when you met my mother in hospital, why did he say who was there? it occurred to me only much later to ask. -
not told me and I did not ask ... but ... I do not want to alarm, but now that you reminded me of the episode, it seemed to come out of Cardiology.
-You say you have heart problems?
-A beautiful woman like her? Naa will have all his foot ... Seriously, I think if we had something serious to say ... I would tell you anyway.
I had my doubts on that subject but with the first job satisfaction for a while 'it slipped my mind.
recognized instill that idea was not so bad li.Passai a summer move to the most beautiful and relaxing, not even for a moment regretted
Takemizu the resort.
Ciccio and I, we really are still very young, we did not do a lot of fun as long. We finally
way to enjoy other's company on our own ...
Although sometimes used to come here again interrupted were beautiful moments!
Ivan: Shonn, Shonna!
C: Dad takes you straight to bed!
I: Nu, Mammma bye, bye mom!
sbalorditivo.Il that working was not recorded at all negatively on Ivan the contrary, not as He has more of the foot to check it for every little thing, he began to request my presence as he did so Ciccio.Per with a hair moved when I pull my hair stopped! Pour in the lively part was a sweet boy and very affectionate.
I no longer wanted to sleep if not primal grandmother would pass to him goodnight.
One of his dreams was blessed growing up, we enjoyed all of the time, because he would not return.
(*___* that puccioso)
Years running out and that's a moment that you turn down a little man and is ready for first grade.
Even his distant cousins have grown up and go to school, we went to find them a home and I got to take some pictures of person: George
Camilla
(not I have no idea how my brother Devis has been able to convince the color of her daughter's hair, but I suppose Lily has informed the thing done xD)
E Lilyan and Camilla that "apparently playing" lol xD
also the time for my mother passed, and the ever changing più.Smise to dye their hair and makeup as you want but pesante.Pensatela
gray hair I was able to appreciate her famous beauty.
was a grandmother to all intents and purposes ormai.Attenta, caring, selfless and never intrusive.
But I could not help but wonder if at least the night regretted his past life, if they were still dreams of a diva decline in those that attended the night.
Everything still going well! While I continued to accumulate Ciccio and promotions ...
was rewarding but sometimes come home exhausted Verman.
Ivan continued to grow surrounded by friends and relatives who loved him ...
Although when it came to doing homework to be returned to the usual naughty boy as ever:)
But at least what he thought about it by clicking to play it straight!
(have you ever seen a child so happy to take a shower xD? Spam starts in the shower, a while 'early, but the boy deserves to leave do xD)
came a new summer, and my mother and me lemonade (a bit' right I admit) on the patio became almost a ritual.
finally looked like mother and daughter, even though many things to his daughter I had not ever spoken.
For the most part our conversations were focused on Ivan, who was preparing to attend school,
Which scared me a lot.
- Matilda (she is the only one who calls her that), you should not have anxiety about Ivan, is growing well and is on tuo.Lo see Smart growth and spigliato
and that makes me proud but also sad ... how many times I'm like ... I'll never forgive you for not being a mother worth?
I am at least glad you had a very good example to your feminine side, Joy is a wonderful mom you are today ... and I have infinitamentegrata and perhaps a little envy. 'There will never know the limelight or the stage, but I have watched her grow up and be proud of women who are diventata.E am very proud of you I do not look anything like my daughter ...
I opened my heart with those words ...
- Mom ... I've got a lot with TE.MA had tried to be indifferent but I realize that I've missed in the past.
Yes, I had some joy, but Mum was not there ever.
has not been a mother of Oscar ... but today you're an amazing grandmother, without your help it would not be so easy for me to be a mother.
You and I have a lot in common but both are wrong ... but we recognize our mistakes and set aside to address the Pride.
We spent many moments together, but this time we have now ...
I believe I forgave a long time ago but maybe I never had the courage to tell you ...
was one of the vita.Rendermi most exciting of my account you have created a certain daily life with my mother was divine.
It was nice to have company in a kitchen ...
... and convince her to return the child to eat what I felt like ...
- But I have to eat with your hands?
-Hands, feet, whatever you want, I can not wait to devour!
It was a nice evening too.
Ivan did not stop laughing as his beloved grandmother was funny and engages in oil and sauces to eat imbottito.E extra sandwich that she enjoyed herself very much, it seemed that the old snob Miranda had never existed.
And me? "I was happy ... At 36 years now, I can say that a woman behind realizzata.Una happy family, a husband and a wonderful son and a mother's unusual that it made me better .. .
Today my mother is gone, gone away while sunbathing in her beloved yard, make-up and hair grigi.Bellissima.
The moment on the patio will be forever imprinted in my head ... like me have remained etched in his expression full of emotion, the feeling
finally say "I forgive you mom!
I am sure that wherever she is now, knows that I love and that love for all the days to come, without regret and without delay.
I know when I will miss the strength to continue on this path still meet his beautiful blue eyes to give me strength, the same beautiful gems that
got my baby.
Goodbye Mama.
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what actually could be difficult!
Ivan is in the age of whims, has 3 years now and I hope that his temper can wreak the most lively
up to 10 years so that at least nell'adoloscenza can enjoy a moment of relaxation.
not be fooled by her angelic face, is a plague!
Until a few months was the result of chance of her sleepless nights crying could also be justified and handled with
quiet, especially for the holy knowledge that soon would reach the right balance
and would sleep without waking up constantly, like all normal children.
To my great misfortune, Ivan decided that should be permanently set his alarm clock at 6:30 every morning
saint, and as Ciccio and I work for the moment no, I always have to be to sacrifice my sleeping hours .
My day starts so well.
7 hours : I get up, I can not ignore long-Ivan, even if he stops crying immediately is that one day could not find the cradle
more fury to strike him to get my attention.
Ivan Porto in the kitchen for the first pap of the day.
I take only a quick coffee, then I must be careful
that Ivan will not destroy even the chair ...
8 hours : Ivan played in the hall, watched over, you know how much I care for my new sofa!
has a very lively character, it is clear, and tends to always do the opposite of what we kindly ask him ...
Even if I propose to play with my horse looks grim ... But who has taken?
At 9 Ciccio went to work, I'm happy that at least he enjoys his passion for dance and has found a
engagement.
From 9 onwards Fixed some housework, paying a watchful eye on my sweet fever.
Redo the beds, hang the laundry, clean my bathroom and wash my chair (I am not to say that conditions may be, but I can imagine
) ...
South comes in a flash, between Ivan and the whims of some capatatina to tidy up the garden, it's time
pranzare.Per me to do just a quick slice of meat, or sometimes just a salad, I eat less because I have less to clean up after
!
At 2 Ivan finally breaks down for his afternoon nap and I put in place everything that has left around.
I lay in bed and I can finally watch replicas Lovestars * , Ciccio I just got the box set at Christmas,
that series makes me incredibly good mood ...
not last long, however, more and more I look around I can not recognize me ... yet to be ironed cloths, toys scattered
pajamas and now does not take off more than you mock me and my patience already shaky.
not supposed to be a mother and wife was so impegnativo.Mi often feel frustrated and not by me. Ivan
But I love what I do and it's all for lui.Quando I had the same age my mother did not so much calculated
want to learn from its mistakes and do everything to not emularli.Solo which is sometimes hard ...
When I'm finally about to doze off watching TV, Ivan wakes up and takes me back to reality with its delicate
screams ...
happens that in the second afternoon is to find joy, or something close, Ivan is happy, loves to receive compliments and attention
that invariably come when there is a visitor.
Then finally falls to 19 Ciccio from work, you just sling to shower and comfortable wearing his pajamas and
happening here is the miracolo.Ivan when he transforms, he becomes quiet and goes crazy with joy, not a tear ,
not a whim!
Ciccio: We play with Cavalucci? What do you say young man, will you?
Ivan Tiiiii! 'Ello' avallusho!
No, but I say watch it ... do not you attack the nerves to you??
Meanwhile, the mountain town where my brother lives Devis good news coming ...
George, his secondogentio, already accomplishes three years ...
Lilian I always attached a lot of photos when I send e-mail, and I can see that my grandson is growing
healthy, beautiful, and with the same lively expression of Ivan!
One day my monotonous morning is interrupted by Ciccio an early return visibly to the seventh heaven, hold me
with force and not by a hair smothers me with his enthusiastic embrace:
Love, I was promoted! Finally I'll be the first dancer to a musical that will be broadcasted throughout
Sim City, and I pay a lot 'more!
I am overjoyed for him, he deserves it, given all the effort that has always and continues to make
order to make his dream come true! And I'm happy for me, a promotion means more work
high quality ...
"... a pay rise, more flexible hours ... finally I can start to work too!
tell Ciccio while still hug him.
-Treasury actually a lot more and I have to work late into the evening, at least for a few months between the tests and all the rest
I'll be a bit 'more committed, but at least for the' Next summer I will have earned enough money to go to that village Takemizu
beautiful Resort!
Ok ... I'm calm ... is normal after all, is making a career, I am sincerely delighted and sympathetic towards him ^___^
We miss you always My husband! "But I can not help but be a little 'disappointed, but I want
career as a magistrate, and soon I will not have the right age for the mess ...
Ok I thought there are angry black!
-But you have told your boss, manager, director or what it is, you have a wife and a son to think about??
not think about how much stress build-up being always locked in to clean up sketches of shake and prevent your child
we destroy the house, how could you be so selfish ?!?!?
At my signal ... all hell broke loose!
-I Selfish?? But if you were to decide not to work anymore! Even your
we had proposed to go to live with them and you would not! Do you think it was easy for me? Search money for the rent and bills
accontendandomi salary most ridiculous, put aside pride and wear suits fasciapacco
in places where it all counts except your talent? No, it was not easy at all! But I enough to go home to feel
appaggato all! see why there is no need for you to remind me of my family! If
only selfish to try to maintain a life of dignity and independence for all 3 and meanwhile take some last
little personal satisfaction, then I'm sorry! But I thought to find a wife and comprehensive
share of my small goals ... But obviously I wrong.
... Responding to a speech as linear and reasonable?
-I sleep on the couch tonight ...
That's right, at least in some remain the same Tilda sempre.La of my inability to confide in others
explode and destroy everything before it is changed, it is alive in me ever since college.
remains to them also my impulsiveness in anger spitting in the face to those who clearly does not deserve it.
fact is that that night was Ciccio to sleep on the sofa, after all, is always a gentleman.
A week later, things were already different, I had used the time shift of Ciccio and persists despite
still keeping a certain coldness after our quarrel at least once slept beside me.
It says a lot that does not reopen the discussion, but considering that I realized that he had "a little 'tort
on my side, even agreed to a further clarification groped me, so eventually I always forgives Ciccio! One evening dad
Mauro and Joy invited me to dine with them, now that I was having dinner and dined alone almost always agreed that day that I andata.Ma Ciccio had carelessly forgotten the phone at home, so with a little 'out of boredom I
the number of the dance company, which had marked me for emergencies, so you can tell.
He said a guy from the big voice and awkward at the same time:
-Hello, good evening, I apologize of the disorder, are sign.Stone, the wife of the first dancer, Ciccio is there?
-Ciccio? No Lady, I know the tests finished n'ora ago, is already on ... cco annato na haste seems to me ...
-Ah have finished first today?
Oh sir, I know what PPE to st'ora we know only those cleaning dele! Ce na work week and have always ended ppe and 7!
I avoided thinking about the bad faith of my husband ... I tried to focus on possible justifications for the lie, but eventually returned Ciccio
time that I knew, that a couple of hours After the call, and I do not say anything, although I tried to steal something
making trick question. At the end
diplomacy went down the drain, and two days after Ivan left the dad and I decided that I would have stationed outside the theater and that I would
pedinato.Non I kept thinking about different ways of torture to apply if that piece of shit he had found another
"more understanding and sympathetic" .
I came to a house that did not know and it soon disappeared within Ciccio.
Fate, or whoever he conspired so found out the truth because in fact Ciccio left the door open ... and I decided to enter.
The image I saw was evidence that he had found another!
-bastard son of a bitch!
Ciccio stood there and hugged and had a blond woman who at first did not recognize!
But then he turned and I remained petrified in recognizing ...
-Mom?
She said only that it might be better to give us a little 'time to talk alone.
-To my mother?? You could not betray me with another? What do I know ... more younger, less related? Damn, if you wanted to avenge you did, how much crap ... I do not even know!
Ciccio laughed, more than insult to injury!
-Hahaha ... but you're stupid? Do not betray even for Lola Vavoom * ! I'll explain everything but calm down ...
When I did the medical examination for the show I met your mother in the hospital and so we started talking.
He told me he has just established here in Bluwater and he was looking for someone cheap, to help her move in ... So I took advantage of
this week that the tests would last for less aiutarla.Non I told you, because every time
I tried to talk her tear me in pieces, and I told not to open more than the speech, so I avoided.
You would have thought for sure that I did for you to make peace ...
-Am I supposed to berm this story? Villone But did you see that? "Imagine if he could not contact a moving company last cry with all the money he has!
-Well as I know, in reality they are no longer ... It 'a diva over now lives with state subsidies ... It's old and alone.
... I was thinking of a cosa.Se we are here we would not problemi.Tu we transfer you back to work, at home and would aid is involved with Ivan and
finally mend the relationship with your mother would be the ' Ideally, what do you say?
-live here? "But have you tangled? Then take the bag and go home, come on ...
Ciccio But no sign of moving ...
-I've always gone along with Tilda ... I have forgiven when you're wrong, I avoided a lot of your resentment out on me, I start looking near
to help bear the same choice that you have taken, but now I'm più.Per once condescends to you my want to ...
We need help and Mauro Gioia and know I do not want to retire yet.
In a short time so we could try the animosity towards each other that may not be enough to sleep on the couch a couple of
notti.Potrebbe be the right solution for our new problems ... and maybe even to the extent of old still takes you inside ...
-Ciccio ... come on, you have to be 3 to my car otherwise I swear that I leave here with my mother and I'm leaving!
1 ... 2 ...
-You know what, I stand here and Ivan! Treat me like I'm stupid! "Not everything you had, your husband is fucking not your dog!
I come to take Ivan and he and I will move here! You like or do not want to! This time I decide!
irremovibile.Tornò I tried to resist but he was at home in the evening to take Ivan.Non wanted to let it go, everything seemed so silly and pointless, but
Ivan without his dad did nothing but cry .. . and finally I realized that as I had always tried to keep up next to me who had not gnawed to death
voleva.Mi imagine them in the arms of my mother ... I wonder if he asked me.
For a week I could be alone to think ... more than anything else.
But then the nostalgia, loneliness, the smell of Ciccio imprinted on the mattress cedere.Per the first time made me lose all my pride ...
For the first time I realized what was so hard to love a child and not being able to make and for the first time I felt an unusual solidarity
against my madre.Una night I cried so much that maybe it was enough for all years I tried to mask what actually regretted the relationship with
Miranda.Bussai that door and I opened Ciccio, the He squeezed me and ran into the bedroom where he slept Ivan. My beautiful
Ivan.
Perhaps many people will not understand my sudden change of mind, but for once I decided to indulge Ciccio, considering that my cocciutagginenon had done nothing but cause more problemi.In now that Ivan began to become more manageable, the idea that being transferred to that house I could combine family and work lured me a lot, I can not deny it.
Not immediately, of course, I did not trust enough to leave my mother alone with Ivan, moreover, of what children will never know her?
So I moved in that cold white villa and nero.Sia us, my mother had to be very slowly getting comfortable with our respective practices, the first time it was sooo hard.
But I tried to close both eyes, after all, had always lived alone, despite trying to be justified by any foolish thing that people feared potesseinfastidirmi.
Regarding Ivan ricredermi.Stravedeva had for her grandmother, so that it was she who taught him how to use the potty, with incredibly minimal effort.
Ciccio also had a good relationship with her, so I thought that infuses not have been so bad if every now and then I had to put a few parolameno cold. Soon I began
ad avere molto più tempo libero da dedicare a me stessa,e ne approfittai per rinfrescare un po' il mio look!
L'estate era arrivata e presto il caldo ostinato ci costrinse a tentare ogni modo per godere anche noi di un po' di frescura,cosi capitava spesso che mia madre si sedesse nel patio a bere una limonata.
Una sera pareva molto stanca,affannata,forse vista l'età non più verde,doveva risentire maggiormente dell'aumento di temperatura.Decisi di farle compagnia,e quella fu la prima conversazione che ebbi con lei di persona di cui conservi memoria,completamente sole e anche tranquille...
We did not talk about things complicated, a little 'time, a little' daddy's a bit 'of my new job (Siiiii).
And some 'of his health, he now admits was already beginning to worry since then, although I tried in every way not to get involved.
Ciccio With the report seemed to back perhaps more compact prima.Gli I promised that I would never have expected to go crazy with stress and that if necessary I would have tried to ask for help, which is very difficult for someone like me who always wants to do things alone.
He spent the first month and began to fill my thoughts about things that I never imagined, thoughts about my mother, almost as if ...
the wanted good.
-Ciccio ... when you met my mother in hospital, why did he say who was there? it occurred to me only much later to ask. -
not told me and I did not ask ... but ... I do not want to alarm, but now that you reminded me of the episode, it seemed to come out of Cardiology.
-You say you have heart problems?
-A beautiful woman like her? Naa will have all his foot ... Seriously, I think if we had something serious to say ... I would tell you anyway.
I had my doubts on that subject but with the first job satisfaction for a while 'it slipped my mind.
recognized instill that idea was not so bad li.Passai a summer move to the most beautiful and relaxing, not even for a moment regretted
Takemizu the resort.
Ciccio and I, we really are still very young, we did not do a lot of fun as long. We finally
way to enjoy other's company on our own ...
Although sometimes used to come here again interrupted were beautiful moments!
Ivan: Shonn, Shonna!
C: Dad takes you straight to bed!
I: Nu, Mammma bye, bye mom!
sbalorditivo.Il that working was not recorded at all negatively on Ivan the contrary, not as He has more of the foot to check it for every little thing, he began to request my presence as he did so Ciccio.Per with a hair moved when I pull my hair stopped! Pour in the lively part was a sweet boy and very affectionate.
I no longer wanted to sleep if not primal grandmother would pass to him goodnight.
One of his dreams was blessed growing up, we enjoyed all of the time, because he would not return.
Years running out and that's a moment that you turn down a little man and is ready for first grade.
Even his distant cousins have grown up and go to school, we went to find them a home and I got to take some pictures of person: George
Camilla
(not I have no idea how my brother Devis has been able to convince the color of her daughter's hair, but I suppose Lily has informed the thing done xD)
E Lilyan and Camilla
also the time for my mother passed, and the ever changing più.Smise to dye their hair and makeup as you want but pesante.Pensatela
gray hair I was able to appreciate her famous beauty.
was a grandmother to all intents and purposes ormai.Attenta, caring, selfless and never intrusive.
But I could not help but wonder if at least the night regretted his past life, if they were still dreams of a diva decline in those that attended the night.
Everything still going well! While I continued to accumulate Ciccio and promotions ...
was rewarding but sometimes come home exhausted Verman.
Ivan continued to grow surrounded by friends and relatives who loved him ...
Although when it came to doing homework to be returned to the usual naughty boy as ever:)
But at least what he thought about it by clicking to play it straight!
(have you ever seen a child so happy to take a shower xD? Spam starts in the shower, a while 'early, but the boy deserves to leave do xD)
came a new summer, and my mother and me lemonade (a bit' right I admit) on the patio became almost a ritual.
finally looked like mother and daughter, even though many things to his daughter I had not ever spoken.
For the most part our conversations were focused on Ivan, who was preparing to attend school,
Which scared me a lot.
- Matilda (she is the only one who calls her that), you should not have anxiety about Ivan, is growing well and is on tuo.Lo see Smart growth and spigliato
and that makes me proud but also sad ... how many times I'm like ... I'll never forgive you for not being a mother worth?
I am at least glad you had a very good example to your feminine side, Joy is a wonderful mom you are today ... and I have infinitamentegrata and perhaps a little envy. 'There will never know the limelight or the stage, but I have watched her grow up and be proud of women who are diventata.E am very proud of you I do not look anything like my daughter ...
I opened my heart with those words ...
- Mom ... I've got a lot with TE.MA had tried to be indifferent but I realize that I've missed in the past.
Yes, I had some joy, but Mum was not there ever.
has not been a mother of Oscar ... but today you're an amazing grandmother, without your help it would not be so easy for me to be a mother.
You and I have a lot in common but both are wrong ... but we recognize our mistakes and set aside to address the Pride.
We spent many moments together, but this time we have now ...
I believe I forgave a long time ago but maybe I never had the courage to tell you ...
was one of the vita.Rendermi most exciting of my account you have created a certain daily life with my mother was divine.
It was nice to have company in a kitchen ...
... and convince her to return the child to eat what I felt like ...
- But I have to eat with your hands?
-Hands, feet, whatever you want, I can not wait to devour!
It was a nice evening too.
Ivan did not stop laughing as his beloved grandmother was funny and engages in oil and sauces to eat imbottito.E extra sandwich that she enjoyed herself very much, it seemed that the old snob Miranda had never existed.
And me? "I was happy ... At 36 years now, I can say that a woman behind realizzata.Una happy family, a husband and a wonderful son and a mother's unusual that it made me better .. .
Today my mother is gone, gone away while sunbathing in her beloved yard, make-up and hair grigi.Bellissima.
The moment on the patio will be forever imprinted in my head ... like me have remained etched in his expression full of emotion, the feeling
finally say "I forgive you mom!
I am sure that wherever she is now, knows that I love and that love for all the days to come, without regret and without delay.
I know when I will miss the strength to continue on this path still meet his beautiful blue eyes to give me strength, the same beautiful gems that
got my baby.
Goodbye Mama.
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Matilda has grown, it is peaceful and is a good mother, and I thank you for having always supported
xD I hope that his sudden change does not seem too abrupt! Infuse is always the same: P
xD I hope that his sudden change does not seem too abrupt! Infuse is always the same: P
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