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Sunday, January 11, 2009
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E' normale che tu reagisca cosi Mauro,dopotutto non succede molto spesso di scoprire che il migliore amico di tua figlia è in realtà tuo figlio.
Gioia mi parlava e io stavo sudando,mi girava la testa e tutto mi sembrava irreale,percepivo giusto
un po' di quell'assurdo realismo,di quel presente che era davvero presente,e non un tempo indefinito.
Non mi sembrava vero.
Dopo qualche secondo che Gioia aveva finito di parlare mi arrivò l'eco delle sue parole e una volta connesso il
cervello all'orecchio iniziai a sputarle tutto il mio risentimento,tutta my anger at the situation as unfortunate
:
-
All this time inside of me I harbored feelings of guilt as it was over between us! Inside me you were on a pedestal, I was less and you were always the woman "out of my reach," one that does not deserve
! And I had not been able to earn! That unlike any other! What an idiot ... and I think that
built a life, a family and a career on this belief! You make me sick, you're not like the others, six
even worse!
My mouth was dry, I told you all take a breath without casting so much that my saliva was annoyed.
-It 's my fault you're a rich man married to a top international model with which you had a beautiful daughter ? So you know I'm sorry, I thought you doing well!
"But you seem conceivable that only now I discover that you have a 10 year old son?
-fact ... if you calm down, I want to let you know how it went ... Slowly, please Mauro, I know I spaccaresti
face now, but please, listen to me.
silent.
-
Well ... He continued, Joy, and took a deep breath before you begin speaking.
-
I never decided to hide the existence of Devis.Non I had nothing premeditated, let's say I left drag by events, by almost vita.Senza I knew it's been 10 years.10 years ago everything was uncertain
me.Ero only ten years ago, for the first time in my life.
I wanted to stop, ask the questions on which it would not have been appropriate, but I decided to listen and speak after
lei.Anche because I was coming to the curiosity to know what he was fatto.Dopotutto
incontravamo.Non first time we had seen more, I know that even by mistake at the supermarket, anywhere.
that once seemed out of my life was gone. "Joy" It was an idea, a past life, I had forgotten
was a person of flesh bones, all the time that I held in my head I started to believe
pensiero.Un was just a little 'convoluted to understand, and also a bit 'expensive to be honest, my analyst has speculated
lot about this story.
-
bought a house close to the countryside, and slowly began to immerse myself in my new state of singles.
I read in absolute silence, I ate
sola.Anzi sometimes I even sat at the table, I found the sound of cutlery sad and depressing.
2 months after I started to first have some minor nausea, and vomiting with increasing frequency, until you get sick in the soul.
I was not sure of my fertilità .Avevo only 30% hope to stay again pregnant, the abortion she had physically devastated (and you hardly ever understood
). It was a miracle Mauro.Prova to put yourself in my shoes, but I was pregnant! I had a second chance!
felice.Poi I was sad because you and I we were not together anymore, I thought I did not want to force you to stay with me for forza.L 'I understand you know, not
I wanted more from my first gravidanza.Non you were in a cage without me, you were free to live your life in the world of entertainment, Pregnancy
was like a compensation for me.
I know it sounds horrible and it does not explain the fact that you do not avvisai.Ma knows you well and I knew if I told you you'd be forced to wait Devis
get back with me and I did not want the other army in questo.Tra that time I began to attend Tom.
I stood by and saw me in my moments of fear and insicurezza.E 'Needless to say, you do not you ever behaved like that with me.
He immediately fell in love with me.
I faticato.All 'start kissing him and I still thought of you.
I learned later from a colleague that you were party to that program lavoro.Per with animals, you remained in jungla.Quanto them? One year? You were there when
Devis came to light ....
... same as you.
immmensa was a joy to hold you in my arms! For 9 months I had long thought of losing him sooner or later and there he was! Suckling at my breast,
hugged me the finger with his strong hands! Was so Mauro small and I was so happy .... so happy ...
burst into tears.
I wanted to see it ... you know
Felice.Già last period of our history did not remember how it was a joy to be around cheerful and happy.
-
not my fault if I have not been capito.Sei you to walk away ...
-I did it because you will most desperately to be with me without really want, the more I felt far away and you think well of you a favor! But you anything!
Did you have to betray you decide to give up!
However this is not the point! We must clarify our emotional hindrances of a lifetime ago now! Devis When Miranda had announced a few months in direct TV
Simremo to you and you would have married her! Just when I was able to have your indirizzo.Pensai that you were now finally become famous
would have thought that I would have told you all for your money! Anyway, I did not . Devis was fine without you!
was very clever even then ...
Even without you, we were one ever asked her famiglia.Non padre.Gli are always enough and I only Mauro.
One day I told Matilda that Stone had become her friend and that they were in the same class.
I never would have imagined ... I thought your daughter goes to some prestigious
privata.Anche Devis is a school for the event to attend this school, I am closer to lavoro.Pensai that fate had come to collect my sins.
Mauro was excited to celebrate the birthday in this place, even more so knowing that his best friend had obtained permission to come to the party.
And then BOOM! Yesterday he mentioned your name! He said that Matilda had promised you'd come ... And here we are qui.Era only a matter of time before
inform you of your paternity leave because as soon as I heard that I thought they had met at the first opportunity to tell you.
Gioia concluded in this way, perhaps do you think all these words could justify all the resto.Tuttavia even if the reason I suggested to prove anything but magnanimous
against him, I decided to lay down their nose into armi.Infondo I could never change what I was passato.Fortunatamente still time to recover my lost time with Devis.
A couple of times per week taken to visit him, maybe I helped him while he did his tasks (even if it did not really need my help).
Joy was always in my home during these visits, and by the way around it did not bother me at all.
One evening, after having been with the circus, riaccompagnai Devis.Era so exhausted that he fell asleep in the car and I had to bring in house of strength.
After adaggiato on the couch, Joy offered me a cup of hot chocolate (very cold), politely refused, I still had the popcorn on the stomach (the candy not tell you where it was) then I realized
that this was the first time Joy and I were alone after almost 11 anni.Brividi infinite that I felt for a long time ... Just to be
5 minutes left in a room with lei.Era proof that I had finally forgiven. .. and he never stopped loving her.
With my wife lights the whole diet and things were at the terminal now tempo.Prima we did not know each other, but since he was born Mati things were
peggiorate.Nostra daughter, and more specifically how to breed it, was a source of conflict between noi.Ero I was to grow them in the bathroom, going to meetings
to school, even talk to her menstrual cycle! He had heard of Devis but was concerned only to bribe some rag to avoid investigating about it.
Miranda was very busy doing the woman of the world and organize feste.L 'last party was the straw that broke the camel's back. That evening
Matilda was in bed with a bad bronchitis, but not bad enough to prevent the party 30 years that Miranda had organized.
We found ourselves just waiting for the guests in our living room, everything around us was tense, we had a discussion on account of that night and the conditions of Mati.
-I would be grateful if the mess tonight avoid sounding like a violin, and if you avoid your footage from the comic, so you are already pretty ridiculous. He said Miranda gelida.Come if I were in the mood to liven up the party.
-
Love I told you that I called Joy Ngai ^___^? anger on his face was ELISA of happiness for me.
He was about to retort but realized that the first guests were in the courtyard and changed expression in less than a secondo.Era as good as to me to dispense
fake smiles.
During the evening he was able to let off some steam.
Most of the time I spoke with Joy, who was practically forced to venire.Andavo also to check that my little princess did not stay too
male.Al time to take the medicine he asked with his voice more ; sweet that she was his mother darlgliela.La
the cough was worse than when I came up a lot in his room 10 minutes prima.Miranda salts almost immediately, but after 20 minutes Matilda was still coughing.
I went upstairs along with Joy and I found that the show was awful! Miranda was putting down the door of the Mati's room with one of the guests,
her dress up to the thighs, and a disgusting expression of pleasure on his face. What
not betray me I had never cared at all, but damn it had put the health of our daughter in second place after a quickie!!
Mati crying, she heard me screaming, fortunately for the night was Joy to take care of her.
I was furious! And that night finally decided that my marriage to Miranda was at the end.
A couple months later the situation at home was more or less this:
Joy and I were back together, I convinced her to move in with me and I realized that even she had stopped loving me! Him back next
was divine!
Matilda and Devis took good change, is adored and always slept together, although Devis had a whole new room to sleep.
living it every day I realized what was different from Matilda. First
was very good at school
Mati, Tilda or better (as it is called Devis), it was a bit 'less ...
After the separation had not seen his mother had gone in search of new opportunities lavorative.Temevo he was suffering mainly because of what I had noticed he was looking
methods to attract attention with sometimes desperate
0.0 -
PAAAAAAAAAA looks MELOOOODYYYYY ARE A MERMAID! -Love-2nd but there will come down!
I have to admit that a little 'I lowered my guard with her, spoil just a little bit!
I was happy with the fact that Joy had now established a good rapporto.Chiedeva only when she was doing homework ...
Devis instead did everything solo.A Sometimes I worry ... Especially when I saw him engaged in reading science books when he was a brand new computer
to play with!
A good video game Devis much preferred looking at the stars ...
In this climate I and Joy continued to work and take care of ourselves.
After the divorce I lost a bit 'of fame but it does not bother me, especially because I had worked less time to spend with my children!
Moving House was the best choice, it was almost a necessity for all of us have a new place to make our family since new.
And with my great pleasure we were also well really famiglia.Con appurtenances.
Joy cooked ...
I kept in shape (or at least I try) ...
Children played (and here you really notice the vast difference between them)
And for the first time in my life finally had the pleasure of not only eat in silence as I was used. The dinner was
become a time of celebration for me!
Devis Time passed and at least 16 years.
The gift that churches? The ammisione to private school!
Sometimes it makes me doubt whether my son, but the resemblance is too obvious!
And here are my treasures in school uniform ...
Devis is a teenager who had changed a lot, indeed! Always sought it in his room and read a thousand galaxies, mysterious planets, aliens, etc.
Matilda From the things I do aspettavo.Quando came home with an A + for nearly fainted!
Oh God ... even when he brought Ciccio I did not feel very well, I am a father tantinello a jealous admit it:)
And so she became a teenager the whole pepper :)
Sorry for the update! I lost a lot of photos for now, I hope not to have made you sleep on your keyboard!
Mauro greets you with this post, hoping to have kept you entertained with his romantic disasters and to have been as founder at ^___^
Matilda's proximity to Stone!
Gioia mi parlava e io stavo sudando,mi girava la testa e tutto mi sembrava irreale,percepivo giusto
un po' di quell'assurdo realismo,di quel presente che era davvero presente,e non un tempo indefinito.
Non mi sembrava vero.
Dopo qualche secondo che Gioia aveva finito di parlare mi arrivò l'eco delle sue parole e una volta connesso il
cervello all'orecchio iniziai a sputarle tutto il mio risentimento,tutta my anger at the situation as unfortunate
:
-
All this time inside of me I harbored feelings of guilt as it was over between us! Inside me you were on a pedestal, I was less and you were always the woman "out of my reach," one that does not deserve
! And I had not been able to earn! That unlike any other! What an idiot ... and I think that
built a life, a family and a career on this belief! You make me sick, you're not like the others, six
even worse!
My mouth was dry, I told you all take a breath without casting so much that my saliva was annoyed.
-It 's my fault you're a rich man married to a top international model with which you had a beautiful daughter ? So you know I'm sorry, I thought you doing well!
"But you seem conceivable that only now I discover that you have a 10 year old son?
-fact ... if you calm down, I want to let you know how it went ... Slowly, please Mauro, I know I spaccaresti
face now, but please, listen to me.
silent.
-
Well ... He continued, Joy, and took a deep breath before you begin speaking.
-
I never decided to hide the existence of Devis.Non I had nothing premeditated, let's say I left drag by events, by almost vita.Senza I knew it's been 10 years.10 years ago everything was uncertain
me.Ero only ten years ago, for the first time in my life.
I wanted to stop, ask the questions on which it would not have been appropriate, but I decided to listen and speak after
lei.Anche because I was coming to the curiosity to know what he was fatto.Dopotutto
incontravamo.Non first time we had seen more, I know that even by mistake at the supermarket, anywhere.
that once seemed out of my life was gone. "Joy" It was an idea, a past life, I had forgotten
was a person of flesh bones, all the time that I held in my head I started to believe
pensiero.Un was just a little 'convoluted to understand, and also a bit 'expensive to be honest, my analyst has speculated
lot about this story.
-
bought a house close to the countryside, and slowly began to immerse myself in my new state of singles.
I read in absolute silence, I ate
sola.Anzi sometimes I even sat at the table, I found the sound of cutlery sad and depressing.
2 months after I started to first have some minor nausea, and vomiting with increasing frequency, until you get sick in the soul.
I was not sure of my fertilità .Avevo only 30% hope to stay again pregnant, the abortion she had physically devastated (and you hardly ever understood
). It was a miracle Mauro.Prova to put yourself in my shoes, but I was pregnant! I had a second chance!
felice.Poi I was sad because you and I we were not together anymore, I thought I did not want to force you to stay with me for forza.L 'I understand you know, not
I wanted more from my first gravidanza.Non you were in a cage without me, you were free to live your life in the world of entertainment, Pregnancy
was like a compensation for me.
I know it sounds horrible and it does not explain the fact that you do not avvisai.Ma knows you well and I knew if I told you you'd be forced to wait Devis
get back with me and I did not want the other army in questo.Tra that time I began to attend Tom.
I stood by and saw me in my moments of fear and insicurezza.E 'Needless to say, you do not you ever behaved like that with me.
He immediately fell in love with me.
I faticato.All 'start kissing him and I still thought of you.
I learned later from a colleague that you were party to that program lavoro.Per with animals, you remained in jungla.Quanto them? One year? You were there when
Devis came to light ....
... same as you.
immmensa was a joy to hold you in my arms! For 9 months I had long thought of losing him sooner or later and there he was! Suckling at my breast,
hugged me the finger with his strong hands! Was so Mauro small and I was so happy .... so happy ...
burst into tears.
I wanted to see it ... you know
Felice.Già last period of our history did not remember how it was a joy to be around cheerful and happy.
-
not my fault if I have not been capito.Sei you to walk away ...
-I did it because you will most desperately to be with me without really want, the more I felt far away and you think well of you a favor! But you anything!
Did you have to betray you decide to give up!
However this is not the point! We must clarify our emotional hindrances of a lifetime ago now! Devis When Miranda had announced a few months in direct TV
Simremo to you and you would have married her! Just when I was able to have your indirizzo.Pensai that you were now finally become famous
would have thought that I would have told you all for your money! Anyway, I did not . Devis was fine without you!
was very clever even then ...
Even without you, we were one ever asked her famiglia.Non padre.Gli are always enough and I only Mauro.
One day I told Matilda that Stone had become her friend and that they were in the same class.
I never would have imagined ... I thought your daughter goes to some prestigious
privata.Anche Devis is a school for the event to attend this school, I am closer to lavoro.Pensai that fate had come to collect my sins.
Mauro was excited to celebrate the birthday in this place, even more so knowing that his best friend had obtained permission to come to the party.
And then BOOM! Yesterday he mentioned your name! He said that Matilda had promised you'd come ... And here we are qui.Era only a matter of time before
inform you of your paternity leave because as soon as I heard that I thought they had met at the first opportunity to tell you.
Gioia concluded in this way, perhaps do you think all these words could justify all the resto.Tuttavia even if the reason I suggested to prove anything but magnanimous
against him, I decided to lay down their nose into armi.Infondo I could never change what I was passato.Fortunatamente still time to recover my lost time with Devis.
A couple of times per week taken to visit him, maybe I helped him while he did his tasks (even if it did not really need my help).
Joy was always in my home during these visits, and by the way around it did not bother me at all.
One evening, after having been with the circus, riaccompagnai Devis.Era so exhausted that he fell asleep in the car and I had to bring in house of strength.
After adaggiato on the couch, Joy offered me a cup of hot chocolate (very cold), politely refused, I still had the popcorn on the stomach (the candy not tell you where it was) then I realized
that this was the first time Joy and I were alone after almost 11 anni.Brividi infinite that I felt for a long time ... Just to be
5 minutes left in a room with lei.Era proof that I had finally forgiven. .. and he never stopped loving her.
With my wife lights the whole diet and things were at the terminal now tempo.Prima we did not know each other, but since he was born Mati things were
peggiorate.Nostra daughter, and more specifically how to breed it, was a source of conflict between noi.Ero I was to grow them in the bathroom, going to meetings
to school, even talk to her menstrual cycle! He had heard of Devis but was concerned only to bribe some rag to avoid investigating about it.
Miranda was very busy doing the woman of the world and organize feste.L 'last party was the straw that broke the camel's back. That evening
Matilda was in bed with a bad bronchitis, but not bad enough to prevent the party 30 years that Miranda had organized.
We found ourselves just waiting for the guests in our living room, everything around us was tense, we had a discussion on account of that night and the conditions of Mati.
-I would be grateful if the mess tonight avoid sounding like a violin, and if you avoid your footage from the comic, so you are already pretty ridiculous. He said Miranda gelida.Come if I were in the mood to liven up the party.
-
Love I told you that I called Joy Ngai ^___^? anger on his face was ELISA of happiness for me.
He was about to retort but realized that the first guests were in the courtyard and changed expression in less than a secondo.Era as good as to me to dispense
fake smiles.
During the evening he was able to let off some steam.
Most of the time I spoke with Joy, who was practically forced to venire.Andavo also to check that my little princess did not stay too
male.Al time to take the medicine he asked with his voice more ; sweet that she was his mother darlgliela.La
the cough was worse than when I came up a lot in his room 10 minutes prima.Miranda salts almost immediately, but after 20 minutes Matilda was still coughing.
I went upstairs along with Joy and I found that the show was awful! Miranda was putting down the door of the Mati's room with one of the guests,
her dress up to the thighs, and a disgusting expression of pleasure on his face. What
not betray me I had never cared at all, but damn it had put the health of our daughter in second place after a quickie!!
Mati crying, she heard me screaming, fortunately for the night was Joy to take care of her.
I was furious! And that night finally decided that my marriage to Miranda was at the end.
A couple months later the situation at home was more or less this:
Joy and I were back together, I convinced her to move in with me and I realized that even she had stopped loving me! Him back next
was divine!
Matilda and Devis took good change, is adored and always slept together, although Devis had a whole new room to sleep.
living it every day I realized what was different from Matilda. First
was very good at school
Mati, Tilda or better (as it is called Devis), it was a bit 'less ...
After the separation had not seen his mother had gone in search of new opportunities lavorative.Temevo he was suffering mainly because of what I had noticed he was looking
methods to attract attention with sometimes desperate
0.0 -
PAAAAAAAAAA looks MELOOOODYYYYY ARE A MERMAID! -Love-2nd but there will come down!
I have to admit that a little 'I lowered my guard with her, spoil just a little bit!
I was happy with the fact that Joy had now established a good rapporto.Chiedeva only when she was doing homework ...
Devis instead did everything solo.A Sometimes I worry ... Especially when I saw him engaged in reading science books when he was a brand new computer
to play with!
A good video game Devis much preferred looking at the stars ...
In this climate I and Joy continued to work and take care of ourselves.
After the divorce I lost a bit 'of fame but it does not bother me, especially because I had worked less time to spend with my children!
Moving House was the best choice, it was almost a necessity for all of us have a new place to make our family since new.
And with my great pleasure we were also well really famiglia.Con appurtenances.
Joy cooked ...
I kept in shape (or at least I try) ...
Children played (and here you really notice the vast difference between them)
And for the first time in my life finally had the pleasure of not only eat in silence as I was used. The dinner was
become a time of celebration for me!
Devis Time passed and at least 16 years.
The gift that churches? The ammisione to private school!
Sometimes it makes me doubt whether my son, but the resemblance is too obvious!
And here are my treasures in school uniform ...
Devis is a teenager who had changed a lot, indeed! Always sought it in his room and read a thousand galaxies, mysterious planets, aliens, etc.
Matilda From the things I do aspettavo.Quando came home with an A + for nearly fainted!
Oh God ... even when he brought Ciccio I did not feel very well, I am a father tantinello a jealous admit it:)
And so she became a teenager the whole pepper :)
Sorry for the update! I lost a lot of photos for now, I hope not to have made you sleep on your keyboard!
Mauro greets you with this post, hoping to have kept you entertained with his romantic disasters and to have been as founder at ^___^
Matilda's proximity to Stone!
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