Eh you do not believe it, but it's me again! I hope you enjoy the surprise, I decided to post so quickly and especially today because I partied right 1 year since I started to tell of Morelli and what better way to celebrate than with them? * __ * I
This chapter is divided into two parts because otherwise I would have done is all for today to end in two days, tomorrow I take to write and play to try to quickly post the second part ^ ^ Have a go under the cut to see what's going on ....
We went home and luckily everyone was sleeping, the difficult was the next day when I told Dad that it was sleazy and shameful type Gage. Unexpectedly, the night was able to sleep and dreamed the garden of my house and I dressed as my birthday.
I was completely alone, surrounded by bright fireflies, all was quiet and still.
slip on when she heard footsteps approaching. Eric came up to me, and I smiled with him, as if we were masters of our own secret,
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;this is where we first met you? >> I said, taking my face and I nodded, happy, it was just like I wanted: I had known him as I do in this world, a world that belonged only to us and it was as if someone had given us a chance letting us know everyday life,
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;and then because we can not tell us out of here? >> I asked assuming that strange expression in his eyes, that sparkle sudden mixture of sadness and frustration, \u0026lt;\u0026lt;I do not know how to start the conversation ...>> I looked down and his hands slid down my face . Moments of silence. With a finger he lifted his face \u0026lt;\u0026lt;trust me ... tell me ...>> gave me a gentle kiss and I woke up suddenly.
What did it mean? That dream had haunted me all morning at work, so when I crossed the room to relax Eric drink coffee do not have the courage to look into his eyes.
At home after lunch, I went into the kitchen to investigate, or better looking, but I was enraptured watching the clock.
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Marica Hey how are you? >> I asked Mom into the kitchen, and thought that I had not even noticed, \u0026lt;\u0026lt;well>> uncertain and said taking the book in hand, \u0026lt;\u0026lt;you like to go for a walk? >> Proposed. I looked surprised: me and mom are never out alone on the contrary, we never cut out space for us and sincerely given me puzzled and I am sure that if he did it because he needs to talk to me as I need it right now. I got up from his chair and grabbing the arm said \u0026lt;\u0026lt;go>> smiling.
Take the path behind the house and she began to talk \u0026lt;\u0026lt;I know when I was little and my grandmother had a set day a week in which we are completely dedicated to us, a mother-daughter day even though it was much more : we have always been good friends. I looked forward every time he came to tell him all my little things. I realized that with you but I have not never done and do not think that I may not want. In the old town to the shop that I Glan Falls me busy all day, every day of the week and since then we have here is not really an excuse because I've just overlooked. I always wanted to have a relationship like the one I had and I have with my mom with my daughter. I think and hope not too late>>.
He stopped and looked at me sadly.
I never thought such a thing, perhaps because as he said "we never had a relationship," how to say "friendship" but only mother-daughter each with its own commitments.
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Oh mom you ... you were always wonderful and if ... and if we have not found is also not my fault that you looked pretty>> I hugged a whispered "I love you" and added \u0026lt;\u0026lt;But I'm glad the relationship you have with your brother, you sons of great>>.
Then I told her everything, really everything from when I was a child my difficulties with classmates and friends just moved, adolescents with all my little stories wrong because I always looked for the most in a guy, I always looked for the "different" among many, but I never found, until tell now, how are your studies.
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;And in sentimental? How are we going? >> And gave me a slight boost in the arm with the elbow, \u0026lt;\u0026lt;... but from the mother. >> And she blushed and \u0026lt;\u0026lt;I think there is someone who makes you blush like that, to a simple question ... who knows maybe his name starts with the letter E>> and was surprised to hear the initial of his name when still in the family knew that I left on Gage.
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Mom what are you saying? >> I tried to say but that statement made me think back to the dream and the desire I had to talk to him, \u0026lt;\u0026lt;see that you have not been close, but anyway I'm watching you ... WE look and see who among you c & rsquo it is a strong attraction, I do not understand what is blocking>> eh nice observation \u0026lt;\u0026lt;grandfather would not agree for example>> I said smiling at all his stalking thinking with trying not to make us never being alone, \u0026lt;\u0026lt;grandfather?!? >> Laughed heartily, and continued \u0026lt;\u0026lt;you do not have to worry about just him, it is only to protect women of the house, thinking that I wanted to get me out with the suit that I used to adjust the machine and when I told him I wanted to live alone for the nearly took a heart attack ... but it is certain that you will bless>> and so I told my mom everything, even the history of dreams, I never said to anyone, not even Emy. Of course, Mom was speechless by my story and said, \u0026lt;\u0026lt;and then he will have you dreamed? >> And I \u0026lt;\u0026lt;this is the problem ... I do not know and I'm afraid to ask him, it ends up that takes me mad>> I looked on the ground more and more bitter and confused, \u0026lt;\u0026lt; and if I say to your grandmother will be a bestseller, she loves the stories of love>> mum and said I smiled and then added the idea \u0026lt;\u0026lt;what are you doing still here? Run to him and talk instead of wasting time with me>> \u0026lt;\u0026lt;but I. .. I still tell you one thing about Gage>> I told her as she started pushing me towards the path back to the main road, \u0026lt;\u0026lt;now Gage is not important, and then if I have to tell the truth I am not never liked it, so now you must not speak with Eric ... RUN! >>
we were back on the road and I with a panorama of the sunset advancing thought no more and began to run very strong, his hair tousled by the wind, imagining that he was now in closet to take off his coat and putting on his jacket.
When I arrived I had been out of breath and saw a car leave, his car. I leaned my hands resting on his knees to catch my breath thinking "oh no .... but why? ". I felt drained of all: I was really losing hope
... I did not really want to go home, I needed more time to think and so I walked to the beach ... the beach ... so our desert and magical at this time the day. The sun will soon be able to caress the horizon completely after twelve hours of distance, would be enough for a few moments to find his beloved moon and then again and expect risalutarsi ... forever ...
I went downstairs and left the shoes on the last step in order to touch with bare feet that lay soft, still warm thanks the last rays of the sun. The colors were changing, everything was becoming more delicate with hints of rose and gold. I walked slowly savor the solitude as I was in a dream.
I stopped and looked back toward the horizon, the sun was advancing more and more and wondered if he had been waiting for the night with a desire to find myself in a dream as well as I can not wait each time.
But you can live forever in a dream? If so I would not go to sleep and never wake up, find it here in our beach, cling to me and stay that way forever ... in this picture a silent tear slid on my cheek, his feet absently touched the water stopped at the shore.
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Marica? >> I turned and there he was illuminated by its rays like a vision, no I'm not sleeping and is not a dream.
I looked dazed after the surprise to be here \u0026lt;\u0026lt;you do? >> And raise my hand when he saw something bright and clear away from my cheek is fast approaching and shaking asked \u0026lt;\u0026lt;I did still hurt? tell me! >> I shook my head and said, \u0026lt;\u0026lt;you why are you here? >> \u0026lt;\u0026lt;I was going home but I did not ... too many thoughts in my head>. And then they took questions
space in my head: It is said that if I really wanted to see the man of my life ... who tells me that is right for me? I looked down, as always I could not look more than a few moments, and he became aware of my coolness \u0026lt;\u0026lt;Marica talk to me ...>> and again the words that had haunted me for the whole day: " trust me ... tell me ... . I turned back and decided to give him that question, that stupid question for my personal testing I've done so many times ...
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Eric tell me, what color are my eyes? >> Felt his eyes closed on my figure and my feeling with the fear of yet another wrong answer, granted ...
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;Marica Your eyes are blue ... I'm a particularly within them have small lighter fragments that caressed by the sunlight makes them more luminous at night are of a blue more lively, saucy and when you cry when you cry ... they become almost transparent, but I prefer them in the morning when you wake up they have that strange shade gray, crystalline ...>> I turned with tears streaming down my face \u0026lt;\u0026lt; how did you do? >> I asked shocked, \u0026lt;\u0026lt;because I'm different ...>> smiled his way so mischievous and innocent at the same time wiped away the tears and approached me with the thumbs of his hands,
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;I had only celestial>> I joked and he laughed heartily, but then returned to the fold on his forehead, the downward curvature of the lips, took my hand and started walking, leaving our footprints in the sand,
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;I came here because ... I need to think about many things ... you know I finally found a home, is a little 'distance from the hospital, but at least I can say is mine. Just today a colleague told me the ad and I at lunch without thinking twice, I signed the contract>> I remained silent, \u0026lt;\u0026lt;is really a good offer ... I'll come to find it? >> I stopped and remained still in the first sentence I said, \u0026lt;\u0026lt;then you go ...>> almost in a whisper, \u0026lt;\u0026lt;I could not take advantage of your availability for ever, I needed a temporary room in a way that would allow me to work and look for a house at the same time>> only nodded, \u0026lt;\u0026lt;I have not replied>> and I \u0026lt; ; \u0026lt;sure I will find you well as you do every night with me ... in my dreams! >>
and I do not know why, but ran away. Maybe not to support that confused look in front of my allusion, not to give me the stupid, only ran away because it is always the easiest thing to do ... now the sun had embraced her beloved skyline and its moon greeted by wishing a good night.
got home I went straight to my room saying he did not want to be disturbed and I was not hungry. I threw myself on the bed and closed my eyes, I beg to dream and ask why you came into my life, because he came up here to letting me believe that dreams can come true ... I would have liked to ask him to keep dreaming there with him in a world where truly anything is possible ... But he could not
to dream of nothing, ten minutes later someone knocked on my door and not waiting for my reply, the door opened and peered Eric. I wanted to bury.
\u0026lt;\u0026lt;I? >> Asked smiling at me, I motioned for him sits, \u0026lt;about what you said before ...>> but I interrupted him saying once that he must not shrug, I had said something stupid nonsense , and after my long rant and fast at the same time, studded disconnected phrases and repeating more than I realized that I'm stupid said, \u0026lt;\u0026lt;I did not want to talk about this, here because tomorrow is Sunday so I shall take advantage to leave things out in the new house and get more familiar. I was wondering if you would like to have dinner with me tomorrow night>> surprised by the unexpected proposal asked \u0026lt;\u0026lt;me and you alone? >> And maybe this time I made a fool of, maybe even take away the, \u0026lt;\u0026lt;yes, I was told that the Bistro you eat well and I find the atmosphere of that room like a delicious French restaurant> > and I am again speechless \u0026lt;\u0026lt;at the Bistrot? >> I always wanted my first appointment was just a romantic dinner there and he was proposing to me, was really "different"! Sprigionai a big smile and repeated several times "is" happy and he told me he would call me tomorrow to confirm. He was heading out the door when he turned and asked \u0026lt;\u0026lt;referring to what you said on the beach, if I could not be bothered to continue to visit you in dreams? >> \u0026lt;\u0026lt;But of course ... of course you, I'd love to! >> Went out and gave me good night and promising that in a few hours I would join in "our place".
This time I made strange thoughts: he was playing to get me out of that embarrassing situation that had created it by running away without a reason and what better way to make it a joke? Too bad he did not know that really would come to visit me!
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